Boris and I drove to the gas station and at the halfway point, we saw a sweet, happy little dog running in the street .. We looked at each other and decided to turn around and get it in the car before it could go wrong. We got parked the car and just when we look out, we see that it runs across the road, I jump out of the car and run out into the road in front of cars to catch the dog – but it’s too late, and it has already been hit by a car. I see it roll down the road, screaming and whining. My heart stopped for a sec and I immediately ran after the dog.. I was shaking and crying, just as much as the dog and we had an eye contact, I have not experienced before and it took my breath away. It looked at me as it stared directly into my soul and begged that I would help it. Boris was crossing the road and people started coming out of the cars, I held the dog close to me and whispered to it that everything would be alright while I called the owner’s number on the nameplate. As it passed through on the phone, I panicked – Cause, how do you tell a person his dog just got hit by a car and is about to die? I personally would be crushed inside if I got that call.. I tried to find peace in my words and reassure him with telling him that Boris had called for medical help and I cuddled the dog to me and took care of it.
The dog looked at me while I felt its heart and pulse .. Suddenly it stopped and her eyes were empty and disappeared.. Like it let go and flew up into the sky. My whole body was shaking, I thought how horrible way it is dying like that and I was wondering how crushed the owners may be. But, somewhere, I was also glad that it got peace from the pain and it let go. The dog was picked up by the owners and we drove on. It is so unreal, I can not believe that the dog died in my hands. If you follow me, you will know that I am an animal lover and I love animals more than people. It sounds rough, but true – I do prefer that people get hurt instead of animals. There’s just something about a dog is that defense loose and do not understand the world as we do, they are so innocent and loving… When we got home, my dogs began to act strange - Especially Justin sniffing a lot to my pants I had on where the dog’s head and body touched much of the time. Maybe I’m paranoid, but maybe dogs can sense such things happening to other dogs? Justin usually do not sleep in my room, he will always sleep in my parents’ room, but right now he lies still and sniff the pants where the dog’s head was laying. He behaved strangely, was quite sensitive and focused on the smell of my hands and pants … And now he’s here and sleeping in my bed for the first time in a while. I’m out of words now. Goodnight lovies. Take care of your pets.